ahh.......life is the most wonderful, painful, exciting, harrowing journey ever...people just don't want to tell you the deepest most meaningful things inside them.........they usually just say what they thinik you want to hear.........why is that.......are we so shallow that we can't do the one thing that will mean the most to the people who care........i can't stand all this game playing...........it is too much........just not worth dealing with because you never know for sure what you are really dealing with........so much crap and i don't want it! it just about drives me insane, although why i let it get to me i don't understand, but that's life, one of the things i would like to change about myself........not let the bullshit get to me!!!